sumthing smells...

2009-01-31T10:45:00.005+08:00

500th post! だから...

Switch.
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the beginning of a new era! hahahahahaha omg i hate that phrase.

i've always wondered whether people knew why this blog was called beerandbutter. no i am not an alcoholic nor do i like to eat butter. ok that's a lie. but i have never consumed both at the same time. i do not know what it tastes like.

the reason is because at that time i liked bread and butter pudding. and i liked the harry potter series, which mentioned butterbeer. hence, beer and butter was created.

now you know.

yabu turns 19! 誕生日、おめでとう!

2009-01-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

2shay gathering was fun. :D. we will definitely get better at bowling and i hope we will never ever stay quiet. we are way too noisy seriously.

im guessing if moe was an actual person, s/he would be a morning person. damn smses.

oh btw. i got vic(:

2009-01-26T11:05:00.006+08:00

i cannot stand all your crap. fuck off.

on a lighter note, i found out something funny. hikaru cannot lip sync. hahahahahaha bloody adorable seriously.

and this really made me laugh;

as if nino would ever let that happen. nino's a bastard. hikaru's a nino wannabe! the world of JE never ceases to make me happy even at the worst of times.there was even a picture of ryo and yabu going to sch or smthing. hahahahahahaha.

oh and it is finally time for me to get a new pair of headphones/earphones. my 今 pair that just died on one side has honestly been my longest lasting pair ever. i am a failure when it comes to keeping my earphones alive. usually they only last for like one or two months. this one lasted me i think abt more than half a year! amazing shit!

so this gives me an excuse to buy a zumreed. if i can find them. dang.

2009-01-25T12:19:00.004+08:00

ok ok so i was supposed to ignore the internet for at least a day. i failed. thank you livejournal. bah. i didn't want to leave the room and there's nothing to do except check on livejournal. i really really need to do something more productive.

and dammit hikaru is just making me more and more depressed. he wants to ride on a ferris wheel with a girl just to make her smile. how sweet is that? ok this is just gonna drive me nuts. gonna try and revise some math later. sigh.

oh and im excited for next week. friday with the shayians. out on weds too.

is it CNY today? hahahahaha im sorry i lost track of time and day. happy feasting everybody.

2009-01-24T19:08:00.001+08:00

another reason why i can never get enough of hikaru.

ah so depressing.

cat! when you coming back!?

2009-01-23T12:51:00.004+08:00

I WANNA GET MYOJO I WANNA GET MYOJO OMGOSHHH I AM SO BROKE RIGHT NOW.

it's been so long! shall we go out next week?

yknow i heard that if you keep trying to remember what you dreamt of in your sleep, you'll get brain damage or something like that. i hope it isn't true. i tend to do that the first 4 hours after i wake up. hey my dreams are awesomely confusing and wonderfully depressing. the best 8 hours of my day. just last night i dreamt that i was at a hsj showcase and hikaru was wearing a sculpture as a costume. something with wires and buildings. hahahahaha.

2009-01-22T13:04:00.003+08:00

so i'm waiting for arina to come over.

i want either. in blue. seriously, why aren't headphones and flip phones as nice in singapore. omgosh hurry and bring in the japan ones.

and that LG ice cream phone better come quick. and with an upgrade.

2009-01-21T13:22:00.002+08:00

i am just not satisfied with the image. dang.

and i have rediscovered the funness that is neoprints.

and surprise surprise. i cannot stop having jc dreams. nerve-wrecking seriously. sigh. still kinda excited tho. just hope we all would end up tgt.

i cannot wait for the new era to begin. holla!

2009-01-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

so im kinda a failure at this determination stuff. hahahaha who isn't?

at least most of my papers are cleared out. but i didn't study. or exercise. that's bad.

orion makes me tear up. yes i'm a cryer. can't help it. oh and i just found my one sunrise pictures. we were so tiny back then seriously.

2009-01-19T01:10:00.003+08:00

omg i cannot wait for fuyucon dvd to come out omg omg omg. just heard hikaru! and yabu! play the acoustic version of star time and omgoshhhh i swear i love those two to bits and pieces. omg im so excited now that i could cry omggoshh. and best's new song sounds like...best. omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg please come out before i start school oh please please pleaseeeeeeeee.

studying starts in 20hours. room will be awesome in 15hours.

i am that determined.

2009-01-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

Arashi

is

GENIUS!

ok this is hikaru but whatever. love the shirt.

i'm actually starting to get less depressed and more excited for next month. yes i'm still scared shitless but hey, everyone is scared of the unknown.

oh and i bet you don't know what hollaback girl actually means. unless you go to yahoo! as often as i do. :D

sigh i wish blogger had cute emoticons.

2009-01-15T23:14:00.005+08:00

my life revolves around photobucket and yahoo! games free trials. But hey i did go rollerblading just now and i did lots of crunches last night. i swear i'm gonna lose some weight by the time school starts.

bonus pic:

2009-01-14T21:39:00.004+08:00

this is what you do when you just don't want to do anything else. CHO KAWAIIIIII!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway submitted the form already. not exactly more relieved. there's still the worrying but ah can't do anything else now can i?

so it's; VJ(a), VJ(s), TJ(a), TJ(s), MJ(a), MJ(s), NJ(a), NJ(s), NYJ(a), NYJ(s), SP, NP(both diploma in tourism and resort management).

yep. now i'll leave it to up fate. i'll accept whatever they throw at me. i'm embracing myself. (HAHA inside joke. AIZAHHHHHHHHH).

2009-01-13T21:10:00.004+08:00

alright so things are becoming clearer to me now. i'm just gonna leave everything up to fate.

it's weird how as another year of your life passes, you see things more clearly. in another perspective. like how you thought something that's supposed to be so simple can be so complicated. how you thought this situation was actually like this but in actually fact it was actual like that.

kids do have the awesomest lives i guess. it's just a happy day after another for them huh? thank god for aging.

yes im feeling bitter. it's the hormones sorry. my red dot's a day late.

2009-01-12T19:56:00.004+08:00

honestly? honestly?

my head's numb.
i don't know what to do next.
i don't want to be separated from friends.
i am terribly, horribly confused. not to mention bothered and bewildered.

you might not know this but i just quoted from grover the superhero.go watch sesame street's "what's the name of that song?".

and no you won't find out what my results are here. ask me personally dammit.

2009-01-10T20:24:00.003+08:00

OMG I'M BORED OUT OF MY WITS!

I MISS SCHOOL.AT LEAST SCHOOL GAVE ME SOMETHING TO DO.

GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO DAMMIT,

OR ELSE JUST SHOOT ME.

BUT DON'T LET ME DIE.

SHALL GO OUT SHOPPING TOMORROW.

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm off to download some other yahoo free trial now.

2009-01-09T14:32:00.005+08:00

17 years and a day old!
I'm still a child.

A loser?

A happy loser(:

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO CAME AND WISHED ME HAPPY BDAY AND THE PRESENTS AND AND AND

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! YOU ALL ARE FREAKIN AWESOME!

to the 3 of you;

i'm really thankful to have met you guys(: it was awesome. you know it took me two showers to get the flour out of my hair. hahahahaha but it was funny.

no matter what happens, let's always go out and go crazy.

みんなだいすき!!!

i'll upload the vids and photos another time. i'm bored and sleepy. but im determined to do smthing fun on the net. i'm weird like that. and I AM A SHY PERSON!

2009-01-06T00:11:00.003+08:00

it's like our perfect little bubble has been pierced through with a needle called globalisation. well it can't be helped i guess.

should start preparing for whatever that's to come. my stomach's been feeling kinda weird. hope it's nothing serious.

2009-01-04T21:47:00.004+08:00

thank you everyone((: btw bbq starts at 5pm.

"There are all sorts of things I could tell you," he said, "if you ever wanted to know them."

that line totally killed me. i want a Will Landsman of my own dammit.

oh btw im adding a mug and ice cream to the list. hahahaha i have no shame.

2008-12-31T00:00:00.001+08:00

so 2008's at an end. ah good times good times. it has been pretty eventful this year. lots of things im thankful for. i have some regrets but seriously who doesn't. anyway those bad times make you stronger and they kinda pave the way for the good times too don't you think? so i think my one main goal for 2009 is this;

don't make empty promises.

realise i kinda did a lot of those this past year. truly sorry tho. but apologies cant bring back time now can it? so it's best to just move along.

2008:the year of many lasts, and more firsts. let's make a list!

2008 was the year...

i sat through a truly major exam where i actually studied very hard for.
i started liking green tea and anything to do with green tea(i swear aizah green tea mcflurry is awesome!)
my ipod seemed to be permenantly conjoined to my ears.
japan ruled!
i found my ichiban. eee HIKARU だいすき!!! wait i actually liked a lot of ppl this year.lemme try to remember. ah david archuleta,nick jonas, ben mckenzie, some guy from click 5,blond brit blue eyed boys, almost everyone from arashi(sorry J) then hikaru. but best part is ive actually liked him for abt 3 months now. it's the longest! everyone else was just short term. hahahaha
i graduated.
of many traditions (ice cream tradition being the first. ok right now it's the only tradition.)
where i think i laughed the most so far. je and friends are to blame(:
i discovered the power of willpower.
i actually started using my livejournal account.
i truly,truly enjoyed.

kinda scared of what's gonna happen in the coming weeks. it's uncertain, yet exciting.

so here's to 2008; thanks for the shitload of mixed emotions. it was truly worth remembering.

2008-12-30T18:54:00.004+08:00

i don't know why everything gets on my nerves lately. it's definitely not pms. ah maybe i just need my normal sleeping pattern back.

oh and i decided to channel my blogging spirit into notepad. gotta get started on the novel. ok maybe i'll make it a short story instead. hahaha an essay seems more realistic at this point. so the first line in whatever i'm gonna write will start like this;

"it's ironic how i'm sick of doing nothing but i dont actually want to do something about it"

ok it looks weird somehow. i'll just have work on that.

2008-12-30T13:56:00.003+08:00

it feels like im having a major hangover.

how could i have been so freaked out by a dream that i couldn't go back to sleep? damn. oh btw, the dream had smthing to do with ghosts, classes, canals and oguri shun. i blame hana kimi.

gonna make a new year's vid soon.

it's too fast. way too fast.

2008-12-27T20:25:00.004+08:00

i finished watching ryusei ~~yesterday night~~ this morning.omg i love that drama. it's awesome.

just finished watching engine just now too. omg i love that drama too. and i didnt know the ratings for it were so high during it's televesion run. i can see why kimura takuya's still got it on man.

and erika toda is so lucky seriously. i mean like how many johnny's (juniors too) has she acted with already!

now to finish watching hana kimi before the year ends(:

2008-12-24T20:40:00.005+08:00

confirmed.

BIRTHDAY PARTY

ALOHA LOYANG

POOL TERRACE 12

8TH JANUARY 2009

RSVP by 3rd Jan via email/handphone

ALL (whom i know) ARE WELCOMED

as are presents(: hahahaha kidding

that's as much as i know. since it's there, we shd go swimming! hahahahaha. i'll send the proper invites next week. everyone seems to be missing lately ):

2008-12-23T21:42:00.005+08:00

kinda addicted to blogging right now. it's the only thing that stimulates my brain? hahahahahaha. i have to stop "hahahahahaha"-ing
in every post seriously. so since i'm here i might as well make my birthday list since the big day's coming in 15 days.
oh and the skin under my left thumbnail is peeling.don't know why actually.

any hikaru/hsj/arashi/johnny official merchandise/related goods. maybe the calendars?
socks
underwear
pouch
Nintendo dsi
ipod condom
doc. martens
macbook
keyboard
model cars (that hobby needs reviving)
scrapbook (i want to start scrapbooking)
pants
shirts
dresses
accessories (i've somehow become a little bit "gyeahhhh!!!" over necklaces and bracelets. i dont wear earrings tho.)
trainman dvd (didnt find it today)
cool shitz

that's the list for now. hahahah and omgosh i really wanna hear hikaru do Kuroi asa Shiroi yoru again.

ok im gonna challenge myself to not talk abt hikaru for the rest of the week. gonna continue on the work now.

2008-12-23T15:42:00.003+08:00

omg cant believe i bought hana kimi and engine. wanted to save that money but oh wells. oh and i kinda decided that im not gonna buy the calendars. hope i dont regret that decision. maybe a happy little birdy wld buy it for me instead? but i'm never committed to my words. heck maybe in a month you'll see the calendar in my room.

hahahahaha wth

2008-12-22T23:49:00.006+08:00

ok i was planning to isolate myself with veoh/mysoju but that's gonna prove difficult this week. i swear i'll find trainman tmrw and watch it with my bag of cookies and manju which i still have not finished.

wow i can't believe i'm finally starting to understand some words in my J! list. doesnt include yamaP's english tho. rib it forever? hahahahaha. and omgosh the hsj concert sounds cool seriously. ok im just judging it from the fact that hikaru plays the bass and guitar in the concert. yabu too. yuto drums. ~~omg it's like a mini k8 or smthing.~~ or i might have gotten that wrong. better strike that out. hahahahaha.

i seriously have to remember to get a chalet for the 8th of january cos that's a very special day cos a very special certain someone is turning a very special ju-nana.

and i really need to find a good place to shop. somewhere that's not overpriced would be nice. thailand? somewhere closer would be nice. somewhere like bedok central! hahahaha hey at least the dvds are cheap ok.

i just remembered i was supposed to write a novel. a promise i made to myself at the start of the year. i shall start once i finish work. unpaid work. ):
hahaha well everything has a catch. suck it up mannn

2008-12-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

my phone's pimpin' homies! there's a bananaman, an alien, an umbrella and matahari! yeah man.

my eyes hurt. i think it's the chlorine. damn swimming pool. no damn hotel. i didnt like it at all. AT ALL.

oh and shopping has somehow lost it's lustre. maybe that's cos the cheap stuff sucks now. wonder what the brother's getting me in bali tho.
or maybe cos everything i see fails in comparison to somewhere i went to last week/the week before.

things i really need;

cute socks
cute pouch
boots/boots like shoes/oxford shoes
exercise

i am totally serious about the last point. the fat and shortness of breaths are becoming a nightmare.

2008-12-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

my i-have-to-have-these list:

nintendo dsi
doctor martens
keyboard
macbook
docomo phone
au phone
hikaru

ok im kidding abt the last one. i am so high maintenance. hahahaha seriously who can afford all of these?

my bday's coming. :D

2008-12-17T15:24:00.000+08:00

this is ridiculously funny. hahahaha.

2008-12-16T15:01:00.003+08:00

i hate this feeling of being directionless. yknow what i mean right? anyways ive been trying and trying to post my pictures nicely at my lj but it's just so difficult. to me. hahahah im too used to blogger.

i still miss nippon. badly. sigh.

2008-12-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

feels like it's time for a picture post;

2008-12-12T21:19:00.003+08:00

I'm back.

Not exactly a good feeling.
sigh

wish it was just US tho. like the 5 of us wondering around. getting lost in translation. actually going to shibuya and tokyo tower and dome and all the places that mean smthing to us. sigh.

but it was memorable. cant complain. would only complain abt certain things which i obviously cant say here. hahahahaha.

it was fun.

when i drink oolong tea, i'll always rmb Hayato and Arisa. Then Yuki and Yuuki. LET'S Party! damn shdve gotten their addresses.
when i take thrill rides, i'll always rmb to open my eyes and smile cos a flash might happen out of nowhere. oh and nothing would be as scary as steel dragon 2000.
when i eat ice cream, i'll always rmb the friendly cold stone people and how they would sing us a song. HI HO HI HO!
when i go to convenience stores, i'll always rmb Family Mart.
Vending machines here are like nothing compared to japan's.
Shopping. Shopping. Shopping. ending up with 144yen which i intended to actually finish but oh wells. shall keep it for 2016.
DisneySea. DisneyLand. DISNEY is still magical!
The really really courteous people. man i'll miss bowing every now and then. and we cant use whatever little japanese we know anymore. hahahah reminds me of hayato again. "wakaranai!!!"
School boys. Mrs Lim being our mamasan. More ~~SchoolBoys~~ schoolkids.

i want to still be there dammit. this place is freakin hot. :(

get me a docomo. seriously. singapore's in need of cuter emoticons.
gonna get myself a fluffy hand phone strap.

excuse me which i'll go through hundreds of lj pages.

2008-12-04T16:43:00.006+08:00

yeah i'm still here. hahahahahahahah anti-climax man.

anyways i found this girl's blog. she's OBSESSED with hikaru. there's HIKARU in every single one of her posts and it's scary. im not that bad ok? my last post didnt mention him. hahahahaha no seriosuly she scares me. and what more. she's a singaporean. and her langauge kinda shows me that she's

a lian.
gosh.

ok ok shall go finalize my luggage now.btw everything's become a little bit better. i swear i'm going to be rich so i can treat my parents to lots and lots of stuff. camera problem. solved. feelings of being cheated. slightly gone. the fact that it might reach negative degrees in engrish land kinda scares me. but at least the jacket's bloody thick.

BIG BANG. LET'S GO! hahahahah that line keeps playing in my head sorry. and avril seriously should go back to her under my skin days. i love that album. her? not so much.

hai,ja mata! atarashii bouken awaits!

did i get that right? ah wells you get my point.

2008-12-04T10:33:00.003+08:00

stoooooooooopid video camera. i feel so cheated. CHEATED i tell you. it's not the battery. i think. oh fuck it i cant even charge it so how would i know that it's the battery. arghhh thank goodness for understanding people.

and and i feel so cheated. saw the jacket for $99. i got it at $150.ahhhhhh damn you lah winter time.

on a lighter note. finally flying off tonight/tmrw morning. nervous? yes. excited? definitely. im sorry if it seems like im showing off but seriously, if you're excited abt smthing you cant stop talking abt it right? honestly who reads this blog anyway. i only blog cos i like writing. besides, typing is way funner than using pen and paper.i mean you exercise more fingers this way right?

landing on the 12th at 530 at t3 if anyone wants to know. hahahaha
bye bye hot and rainy weather. hello cold and rainy weather!
(not looking forward to the latter seriously)

ciao

2008-12-03T19:21:00.005+08:00

it was definitely PMS.

on a lighter note. i sincerely sincerely hope im not gonna fall sick tonight or tmrw.cos that would just suck balls. unless someone's like out to get me and s/he's praying that i do? hahahaha im so paranoid.

too much hikaru this week. wayyy too much. oh and i realise i need to repack my stuff cos there's way too many clothes in my luggage. gotta make space for new stuff coming in.

im actually kinda nervous for the trip. why? i dunno why. but hey at least im going right? cant complain. nothing to complain abt actually. in a lot of other people's words: "i'm the luckiest!"

shd go make sure i dont fall sick now

2008-12-02T15:02:00.009+08:00

the dork turns 18 today.hahahaha

talking to cosmos last night made me realise some stuff. i should definitely keep my cool and not let things easily affect me. and that i should just accept some stuff cos i know i cant do anything about it. change only comes when change itself is accepted. yknow what i mean right?

seriously gotta start packing.

2008-12-01T21:53:00.014+08:00

Havent been feeling like myself lately. too many thoughts in my head. the only thing tht cheers me up is obviously my ipod. hahahaha and youtube. ah youtube is the shitz man. but the removing videos thing has been really annoying. oh another thing that cheers me up is that adorable little girl who keeps saying "TAK! TAK BERAK!" hahahahaha

oh bright virgin girl turns 18 tmrw((:

yknow i realise how meticulous i am when it comes to words. i dunno like i'll edit one blog entry at least 3 times before i find it perfect. be it a missing punctuation or wrong spelling or like the weirdness of the spaces. this is what layouting does to you i guess. hahahahaha. or maybe im just too sensitive to words. seriously. say one word to me and it can ruin my day. i'm kinda good at telling the feeling behind how words are said/written.

i think.

wow this entry is barely je related!

2008-12-01T00:15:00.007+08:00

Tonight's filmart was pretty sweet. i want a guy like that guy. no actually i want a guy like hikaru. strike that, i want hikaru. hahahahaha.

cutest hhs performance yet.yabu and hikaru look good.
ok so enough with the JE. oh btw chinen is finally 15 and daiki's movie is creepy. ok right.

i dont really know what to say. it's like you'd think you'll be all happy and relaxed once a major event is over but there's always the aftershock yknow? like i wake up everyday feeling slightly panicked. go to sleep thinking abt how i wasted the day. hence panicking more. people and other stuff dont really help either. sometimes they add on to this weird weird stress. but i won't say that life sucks seriously. i like all the bad things that happen. kinda balnces with the good stuff yknow? one cant have everything. cos if that happens one would just be misunderstood. maybe hated? and hatred isn't a good thing. so i guess my point is, bad things need to happen to avoid hate? am not making much sense here am i?

i just needed to remind myself how much i like writing. and putting my thoughts in black and white even if others dont understand it. oh wells.

i hate big chunks of paragraphs but i wouldn't know how to paragraph that above paragraph. erm lit wise, being in a chunk like that actually conveys this feeling. form and structure. FORM AND STRUCTURE! hahaha.

need spa service asap.

2008-11-27T00:12:00.001+08:00

i swear i'll try to ~~not~~ lessen the amt of JE videos i post. but this is way damn too adorable;

i wish i grew up with yayayah. i really wanna watch all their past shows. what hikaru and yabu are doing now is just plain sad :(

2008-11-25T17:18:00.002+08:00

i was just thinking to myself just now when i started watching Romeo and Juliet, what exactly does PG mean? oh btw i actually skipped the whole middle part of the movie and only watched the end. oh the tragedy. anyway back to the question.

so ok i know PG means parental guidance. so i guess parents are expected to guide their offspring in watching the movie? so what if the viewers are like grown up adults already? so they still need parents? of course not right? and how exactly are the parents supposed to guide their children in watching the movie? what the heck can parents do? i really dont get it.

they should just give PG a new name. let's say something like "kids shd not take this movie seriously" or "viewer friendly, no explicit stuff". makes more sense than "parental guidance" dont you think?

2008-11-23T13:44:00.002+08:00

this is just so sad. half the time i was expecting shoon and taiyo to suddenly join in.hikaru looks good tho. hahahah SHIGE has always been SHIGE. ok inside joke. KATO KINGDOM! hahahahahaha
and i still suck at racing games.
i shd prolly bathe soon.yes i shd.

2008-11-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

and i thought the previous image was funny. hahahahahahha

2008-11-20T11:43:00.003+08:00

hahaha im actually really REALLY late but since im gonna be late, might as well be very late. hahah kidding. shd tell shyaza soon. anyway im gonna break that no je thing for now cos i feel that a change of heart has occured and we are safe! anyway this picture has so far been the funniest picture ive seen this week;

hahahahaha babies!wii ppl are geniuses

2008-11-17T18:55:00.002+08:00

What Your Height Says About You

You are cheerful, expressive, and creative.

You have the heart of an artist, and the whole world is your art project.

You are the type of person who says “yes” a lot. You are optimistic and giving.

You also love a challenge. You enjoy accomplishing the impossible.

You are about as tall as the average Japanese man or the average Dutch woman.

the last part kinda made me laugh in that kind of omg-that's-so-sad-but-hey-let's-just-laugh-abt-it-shall-we? way

2008-11-17T18:33:00.004+08:00

you'd think that once the exams are done there would be nothing but

FUN FUN FUN

too bad that's not true. damn it's boring. i want school. i want prom. damn school. we give so much, and we cant even get a prom. assssssss

oh i had a shocking/funny discovery yesterday. and this not blogging abt je thing is going quite well. hahahahah

buzamada!

2008-11-13T12:47:00.003+08:00

So ive been told to stop blogging abt JE to avoid some sort of catastrophe. hahahahah it's the funniest thing ever but oh wells.

anyway couldnt go to the zoo today cos of bad weather. new hair is refreshing.but i feel like smtimes it makes my head look hugeee. i wanna play final fantasy. img etting bored with djmaxxx. and ah im just feeling like a huge ball of oestrogen mixed with a dash of progesterone. not sure about the presence of tetosterone. hahahahah in other words

im hormonal

2008-11-11T13:43:00.004+08:00

Ok so i've thought of what i shd write for my "thought provoking" article.

anyway have you ever wondered whatever happened to child actors? i did some research and it seems that lindsey and hillary arent tthe only ones who retained their fame.

yknow that camp rock girl and that girl from wizards of waverly place?
well they were in barney and friends when they were younger. hahahahhahaha.im just wondering what happened to that children of the corn girl. wonder how she looks like and stuff

so this kinda shows thaat for child actors, there's like a 75% chance you wont stay famous. just look at this list man;

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barney_%26_Friends_cast#Children

but hey you may never know whether some scandal will hit and then BAM they're famous again.

thank god for ppl like amanda bynes.

so in conclusion, dont send your children to become child actors. unless in japan. imean look at ryo and yabu and hikaru etc etc oh yuto! oh btw scrap tcher is the shitz. so plaease dont watch it. it's nice that im the only one in our circle who watches it. makes me feel special. hahahahhah sorry dudes! dont be offended huh? you're special too

i feel lame

2008-11-11T11:06:00.002+08:00

I'm really hoping that this laptop wont die one me. cos if it does that would just suck. i'd have to go find a socket somewhere ard here. man i hope aizah hurry hurry come come. so abt my thought provoking post

yknow it's weird when you look forward to smthng so much and when the thing finally arrives, you feel nothing. absolutely nothing.

or when yyou had some goals, some vision of what you want to happen. those goals suddenly die out. and it's like gone. ok duh

ok im a failure at this. hahahahah shall go back to fangirling. 45% 45% ah shit need to find a socket like now. or maybe ill go read the papers first.

oh did i mention o's are over for me? :D

2008-11-07T22:21:00.001+08:00

how can you not be like "WHOAAA" at that?

i seriously need more thought provoking stuff on my blog. like say the disney is evil thing? hahahahah

2008-11-01T09:36:00.005+08:00

so week 2 kinda sucked. and to think there were only 2 papers. omg i really dont want to screw this up seriously. but im still not in that panicked state yet. im at veoh. i swear i'll stop after 3 yayayah episodes.i cant resist the stupidity of taiyo. shall study ss at 1. yayyy

speaking of taiyo;

there's definitely a need for more arashi on this page.

even though it's only riida and superidol

much better(:

2008-10-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

week 1 done. time to celebrate.
well not really

hahahahah couldnt resist. this scene's like cool and funny all at the same time. i swear i love this season of dramas. ryusei here i come!

i only sacrifice during weekdays. im not allowing my weekends to be boring.so there(:

2008-10-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

I just saw a pic of yabu next to danial radcliffe.

hahahaha mr harry potter has no idea how much more popular that kid is compared to him.

scrap teacher didnt impress me.somehow the 3 of them were er odd? watch it to gettit. but yuto is the shitz man. he's so gonna be the next er nino or smthing

i wasnt supposed to watch it. i broke my own promise. how much of a loser am i?

2008-10-09T22:53:00.004+08:00

I really shdnt be here. im supposed to go to the loo to pee, get ready for bed. like yknow, do smthing productive. bt i miss writing/blogging whatever you wanna call it.

So it's been almost a week since graduation. wouldve made more of an impact if i didnt have to go to sch this week. ill miss everyone seriously. i think i'll miss these ppl the most:

eek wan xin's face got cut off. anyway small classes are ze bomb. we are awesome! haahah birds of a feather flock together right? omg i seriously hope i got that phrase right.

oh and i realised i didnt take a picture with this person on that day:

and to think i spent the whole day with her. hahahah NEXT TIME LAH SHYAZA.

i have really really nice pictures and i feel like sharing them with the world. but i think ill keep them for my eyes only. hahahahah ok maybe for ppl who ask.

in other words; this constant hitting the books routine kinda feels like it's not effective somehow. like i know im studying but am i studying with effect? that kind of thing. right i shall try harder tmrw. oh and i shd start taking really good care of my health too. my back hurts. my knee feels dislocated. and my period hasnt arrived. hahahahaha and im a very paranoid person. really paranoid.

i really really really want to meet hikaru. sigh. hey it's not impossible. it's so totally possible.

guess which one eh? hahahah wow i held my pee for that long

2008-09-29T05:23:00.003+08:00

This is bad. this is very bad.

i dont know whether i slept just now. feels like i did. feels like i didnt. im really awake now. but im frekin tired. and i just drank another can of coffee cos im worried ill fall asleep in sch and i cant afford to fall asleep in sch. especially now.

oh shit

2008-09-29T02:01:00.004+08:00

it's 2am in the morn and i cant sleep cos i drank a can of nescafe and coke with milk. ah the caffeine. im gonna die in sch later.

haircut. ahhhhhhhhh i miss my hair. bloody hairdressers

and cat:ahahahah the boys here are like 2 years older!

2008-09-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

I think my sanity needs to be checked.ive been walking around in circles, talking to myself and suddenly singing out "itsumademo!" again and again.thanks chinen.

im having a headache cos for who knows why i cant take lamb.it makes me dizzy.

and this line is just funny; “Make my wars, Break down more (Best running)”

ahhhh hey say best youre so funny

2008-09-18T20:26:00.001+08:00

couldnt resist. SPICY!
i wish i can give inoo a new outfit tho. he keeps wearing that to shounen club.

i wish someone would tag. i went through somuch trouble to find a new tagboard and nobody tagged ): hahahahahha i sound desperate

2008-09-16T19:15:00.003+08:00

This is so sad.im breaking fast alone. a plate of pasta. okonomiyaki. and a cup of tea. awww

on the bright side, i finally perfected my okonomiyaki recipe. it's the SHITZ man! today was tuna special.shall try out parfait okonomiyaki one day.

I really really have to stop using the internet.really

2008-09-13T20:21:00.001+08:00

I cant resist. This is just too funny;

it's sad how i didnt grow up with them in my life.er that sounds slightly psychotic

whole afternoon spent on cleaning the room.shdve been organised since last year

2008-09-12T19:25:00.003+08:00

I wanna see AIBA eat sup tulang

imagine the hot red mess man

2008-09-10T16:28:00.001+08:00

I just had to post this;

Inoo Kei
Recent dream: I woke up in the morning and opened my door and there was a foreign guy standing there with a bra on. He was screaming “This is not a bra! It’s my Greater pectoral muscle correction supporter!”, it was a very strange dream.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Prelims=huge dissapointment. sigh

2008-09-05T20:11:00.003+08:00

Are you stupid? seriously. stop being so irresponsible bitch

on a lighter note;

totally not pedo(:

2008-08-30T11:19:00.007+08:00

Justin Timberlake looks like Miley Cyrus next to him man

pardon his english tho.
ive been wanting to write that for days man.

funny pic:

"omg obviously she's a cedarian"

yea, obviously stupid.

2008-08-24T16:32:00.001+08:00

Prelims

Horrible

Am so depressed. Well two more papers. and im still here.

ahhhhhhhh prelimsssssssss damn you

2008-08-18T19:59:00.001+08:00

Olympics will be the death of me.

Thank God no more gymnastics. i think. well according to the official website, nothing more with uchi.

ah uchi

2008-08-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

Olympics will be the death of me.

Thank God no more gymnastics. i think. well according to the official website, nothing more with uchi.

ah uchi

2008-08-06T18:57:00.002+08:00

ok so it's not really 100 days.

it's 70.

Freak out? nah im too tired to do that.

2008-08-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

1 week to prelims

100 days to o's

Bring it on

2008-07-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Apparently im most compatible with this dude. Dolce and Gabbana boxers mannn.

This guy's baka. and i love it

ahhhhhhhh maou maou come out alreadyyyy

2008-07-12T06:56:00.002+08:00

I was up at 3.30am just to watch maou.

and the bloody uploader didnt even upload the whole episode. pfffft. well at least he did a bit so thanks. i dont even know whether it is a he. could be a she. most probably a she.

so going off to kl in a few minutes. overnight at istana. and im definitely gonna see AIBA MASAKI des there. hahahahah. i am determined to see him.

ciao.

2008-07-08T10:47:00.000+08:00

PLEASE DO THIS SURVEY THANK YOU!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=sYQBbpxvlFGN2VAFv8YliA_3d_3d

YEAH

2008-07-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

Awesome Day. 'nuff said(:

2008-06-24T20:11:00.005+08:00

My chicken patties. Made it right before going out for dinner.

Lunch Box made right before the 2nd day of the last week of lessons of the june holidays.

Clockwise from top left:Assorted Mints,cheesecake collon,raisins,cajun-lemon prawns,chocopie,rice garnished with dill, some shit i threw away, animal butter biscuits, homemade mashed potato.

Pancakes from a pancake mix made before leader's investiture rehearsal. It became dough at first. Instructions were entirely in japanese. Yummy cept for the burnt parts.

This is going to be my lunch for tomorrow.Clockwise from top left: uncle toby strawberry yoghurt bar, assorted mints, seaweed cracker, maple pie biscuit, yoplait tropical fruit yoghurt, raisins.

The funniest thing i did during june. i swear you will never find out. What it says; top row: "Wishing the cow was yamaP" Aizah! , "Where are you Japan School Boys?" Arina!, "I want a tan guy" Ying Ying!. Bottom row: "Mom, i hope you're not watching" Rasyiqah!, Cat MEOW MEOW Ryo!

Funny shit man.

shyaza yeah! aizah yeah! rasyiqah yeah!

2008-06-15T15:42:00.002+08:00

MOMINUCATION!

DO IT!DO IT!DO IT!
Don't cry! You're 26!

hahahahah you probabaly dont get this(: just know that it's funny!

nowhere near completing work. oh wells.

2008-06-06T19:58:00.001+08:00

I kinda gave up on the money-japan thing. sigh. maybe a miracle will happen? i dunno

just give me gyoza,okonomiyaki and yamada tarou and ill be a happy happy girl.

shd prolly finish the hmwk first tho. eek.

2008-06-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

I kinda gave up on the money-japan thing. sigh. maybe a miracle will happen? i dunno

just give me gyoza,okonomiyaki and yamada tarou and ill be a happy happy girl.

shd prolly finish the hmwk first tho. eek.

2008-06-05T20:18:00.001+08:00

Anybody has any idea on how i can get $2000 in 4 months?

I'm desperate.

JAPAN!

2008-06-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

Anybody has any idea on how i can get $2000 in 4 months?

I'm desperate.

JAPAN!

2008-06-03T18:52:00.001+08:00

I NEED $2000.

PLEASEEEEEEEEE! MY FATE LIES IN THAT TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS
IT'S a MATTER OF LIFE OR DEATH

I WANT JAPANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN DAMMIT

2008-06-01T20:16:00.001+08:00

I'm hopeless.

I predict many many hours of videos. sigh. ok ill just do that tomorrow and start my hmwk on tuesday.

set.

2008-05-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA SO CUTE!

2008-05-28T20:26:00.001+08:00

Sex and the city is so overrated. i cant stand SJP. i mean like she really is the unsexiest woman alive. girl, you aint that pretty.

and i realised the high school musical jump right? it's like similar to the grease jump. ripoff maybe?

why am i dissing stuff today? i just had a really great day!

no im not being sarcastic. it really was a good day

2008-05-24T19:33:00.003+08:00

I can't remember what i wanted to write. oh wells

Cross Country was kinda funny. took an hour to finish the route. hahahahaha. now i have a sudden urge to watch high school musical.

still nowhere near in finding ben's ep.damn. im having an aussie craze now. watched the australian network.a bit.

and i still feel that archuleta shdve won. he looks more the type.not that i dont like cook tho. actually it doesnt matter who wins

one song's gonna ruin my chances of winning. you are me la la lalala... arashi!arashi! for dreamsssssss(:

2008-05-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

I wanted to cry watching this. and to think i didnt cry when cook won. hahahaha wth

dammit im gonna lose the bet(:

2008-05-20T19:37:00.002+08:00

I find it really cute that my mom and her friends are planning a jc reunion.

In abt 30 yrs ill be like that.so cute
(hopefully without the makcikness(: ) hahahaha

i need to find out more abt benji mac. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so cuteeeee

2008-05-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

The most adorable aussie i've seen so far.omggg

ben ben he's our man. if he can't do it no one can!
ok technically this was so last year but hey, im not australian rmb?

David Cook!David Archuleta! omg who will it be?!?! i spent the weekend with the AI marathon on Star World. so much for intensive studying.

2008-05-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

Matt Corby(:

i love pretty songs(especially when pretty guys sing it)

ben mckenzie ben mckenzie ben mckenzie! go youtube him.

they shd show australian idol here. omg the accents

and im not telling you how i did for myes(:

2008-05-11T19:57:00.001+08:00

whaddehell i cant believe i got sick on thursday. ironmanironmanironman

deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepshit

tuesday.

2008-05-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

sudden pang of nostalgia. blink blink. hahahah

Do you care if I don't know what to say

Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?

Will I shake this off, pretend it's all ok?

That there's someone out there who feels just like me.

there is.

ok technically that's boxcar racer. but you get what i mean right?hahaha

mye is out to kill us all

congrats to SJI for WINNING THE BAHAS! hahahah in your face rgs

2008-04-30T20:34:00.001+08:00

Im supposed to be studying but i cant help going to wiki

omfg edward norton is so hot. i need to watch more of his movies.

i am such a weirdo

2008-04-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

Im supposed to be studying but i cant help going to wiki

omfg edward norton is so hot. i need to watch more of his movies.

i am such a weirdo

2008-04-17T19:41:00.000+08:00

2 bucks for abt 20 pieces of chips. you have got to be kidding me.

atleast they were good.

MYEssssssssss sigh

2008-03-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

For your amusement and mine too:

grabbed from nusmss.multiply.com

2008-03-22T19:10:00.003+08:00

SECOND!

We Kick Ass!

Aqilah Raqibah Shyaza Nurul Sharizah Hannan Syifa Syahindah Fiona

Thanks for the memories man

Next year who's number one? hahaha shaddup syiq

2008-03-18T19:31:00.001+08:00

I am very sensitive to body language.

Why?

Cos i people watch too much.

So watch it

2008-03-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

Sigh im pooped.i swear why do we even have holidays. maybe it's just smthing to show to other ctries. like "oh no we're not making our students crazy! seeee we give them holidays!" oh phuket it

today was interesting. found out some stuff. shows how much you actually know abt someone. or how much you can actually trust another.sigh

2008-03-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

How the heck could danny noriega gooooooooooooooo?!?!?

oh man i need my danny fix. well at least it's not david a. :D

i feel people shouldnt make things happen, they should just let it be. even if there's consequences. dont you think so too?

2008-03-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

I wanna provide aid in africa when im old enough to do so. im serious

and volunteer in Greenpeace too. i wanna be part of a protest for something i believe in.

oh man i so cant wait til im rich and famous. hahahaha. i dream BIG

2008-03-03T20:51:00.005+08:00

In the spirit of making lists, here's mine;

Things to do after o's

1.get a job either at starbucks or at some professional agency

2.write my novel

3.party like there's no tmrw

4.dress up

5.get my motocycle lisence

6.buy a scooter

7.go crazy around singapore with a polaroid

oh gosh im so exciteddd